Destiny

There with all her beauty, grace, elegance, and style, her presence for all to see.  A fashion statement in the making as she descends her way down the staircase. A pure goddess, to say the least.  The woman of every man's dreams.  Her style, her white satin gloves, the  threat to every woman. Glamour and poise, she glides across the floor  full of confidence and  pride. She peers across the floor to  see all  eyes on her  she knows she is the centre of attention. Suddenly she stopped.  She had to look again. There  she saw  a well-dressed man  his eyes not looking  in her direction, but  appeared to  be  focused elsewhere. She turns in his direction,  her  pace quickens before he sees her, tapping his shoulder while standing behind him.  He turns quickly.  Their eyes  meet,  neither could say a word. The room went silent, people just  stared. He tried to speak, but nothing could be heard.  She looked deep into his eyes and bowed before him.  In  a soft faint voice she said, "My name is  Eturnity." He mustarded the strengh and replied, "My name is Destin.It is short for Destiny."
By J Dawner 

Eturnity

Today was going to be like no other , could feel it in my vains my blood pulsating.  There you were in   the distance , looked like it would take forever to  reach  you , only  cause the closer I got  the further  you seemed away .
 I had no idea then when I reached you  that you , you wouldn't  be alone .
There beside you  stood another . You  denied it  .Wiping my eyes to make sure that  it wasn't a dream, the  vsion was gone , is my mind playing tricks on me .Looking into your heart shaped eyes I see love  a love that i have never  endured . Your body generates  passion , desire , delight . I reach my hand  out to you ,but you  do not move .
 I look at you  I ask you  are you ok .again  you do not move as if you are frozen in the moment . Extending my hand  to yours , but the minute i touch you hand ,you were gone  , when  will we ever sigh :J Dawner

stood

 Heart  races  as I  look across. There stood the most beautiful  woman I have  ever had the pleasure to lay my eyes upon , her smile  so  brillent  everyone stared at her . I could only  stare for I  Knew she  wouldn't give me the time of  day . Then I heard a whisper , she  whisperd my name , I  negelected  to  respond,  for such a sweet   voice i had  never heard  .  She whispered my name again ,  again i  hestitated . Suddenly  there beside me , she stood  with all her  beauty  , tapping me on the shoulder ,  she replied hey Im whispering  to you  , my head hung  low   * yes I know *   felt her hand beneath my chin  raising it  to  peek into my  eyes  she replied  I adore  you.  , then i  felt her  in my  mind  kiss me  , From that momment on i knew I had to have  her in my  life . The nights and day grew long and lonly .I  searched and search  it felt like  enturnity. but to my aval  my search turned up empty .  I continued with my head  hung low .There suddenly sh stood before me , tears in her eyes  . gasping for breath she tried to speak  , short on  breath  she collected her self and  thn in a calm rashinal  voice  will you for give me . Little did she  know  all she had to do  was  to give me a sign.  silencs was upon then neither   had said a  word , then simultainiously they  spoke * I missed you *  tears could be seen  from them  both   tears of  joy  thier lives as  they lived before shall never  be the same  from that day forward . The twinkle in her eye  will live in my mind forever :JDawner

pleas

pleas  of help  she hides from  everyone, her closet freinds, to  can see all that pain she has . There is one  she hides not from, cowerd in the corner , he stand  with his  arm extent , they look at eachother , he whispers  fear me not , for fear will fear you.  Do not bottle  your hurt  but  show it , you  will face it  face to face  tiny as she is  she takes his hand  they smile , thier eyes make contact   whispers can be head   only  by her I know you are  strong * :J Dawner

oceans

Oceans apart  her pain  can be felt by many . deep inside  she cries  but  musters enough  strengh from inside  to  wear a smile . Confussed she carries on , pain through out her , her body  scours at  everyone , but  no one can see, for only  she  holds the  secret . Anger strenghens her soul,  but she carrys on ..A simple  hello changed  her . I know for I am the one  that   whispered  HELLO  :J Dawner

Clouds

 chilly  rain but  i knew tonight would be a wonderfull night  the  sun  set low  there is rain  all around  light,  music in  the back ground.  I came before wiht my eyes closed  but to night  I was drawn back there  was it a spirt or was it going to be  something I  could never imagine  ,  raining lightly  i was shocked for tonight i  have  had the oppitunity to dance with the most amazung Angel  no not  one with her  wings spread wide  but  tureoly a remarkable  agel  one with full color and an breathtaking smile  her smile  was so bright it  tooks away the chill and  brightened the entire  sky  thank you  Angel  for you have  givien me hope  and a truly lasting smile J Dawenr

*First steps *

As  I stand  there  frozen in tyme  i look down  and notice my  foot prints , but next to mine are  tiny  ones  that  small i have to  kneel down to see them . I  follow this  tiny foot steps   for miles  suddenly I  notice they   jug to the right  . Curious i follow them  ,  they  went  quiet a distance , then for no apparent   reason they   jogged to the  left . the tiny foot  steps  went   right  left right left  then an impression of  wings   just  ahead of the  tiny foot  steps  as if they had  fallen . looked like my  foot prints had stopped suddenly to ,  scratching my head i wondered  who made this  prints.  then it came to me  . First foot steps of an Angel  and   thier  elder .The  foot  prints vanished . I seen  what appered to be a pc of  paper  I bend to  retreave  , uncrumble it  there  in  fait  letter s *Walk beside me  little one  there is  much wisdom and  guidance  if you  walk of course  , just  close your  eyes and i will  always   guide you *J Dawner

Lonely

 lonly dark sky above a new adventure begins where the old left off.Where do you start, how will it end. It comes as unknown, but you move forward for what laus ahead. When you are granted something a little peace of someone dies .How  does that  one person feel to have lost while others gain joy should not be gained through smeones pain but it is a part of life . It will never end god  deeds are hard to come by and no one should suffer. if someone looses blood you  should offer some of yours :JDawner

Angel

Today an  Angel will  fly, will fly  high t a new life . A life of joy  and happiness and  one of sorrrow.Where will this Angel fly will it  be miless from its resting ground ,will there be fear of failure only tyme will tell . Is the Angel destined  to return only  they can answer that, we can only  offer shelter and a helpinh hand. The angels fate can only be determined  by them Fly High  Angel Fly high : JDawner

mystery

Sitting alone and it is  raining I feel your presance but I cant see you,ence your hair flows with the wind but still i cant see you,I know. We have met before. But my memory fails me your smile your scent your touch show yourself to me show me somethong rain has stopped sun begins to shine i know it was you ,WHY WHY must you be such a mystery JDawner

Fear

 my house is becoming more silent , the night stretches into a deep darkness that i fear i can not bear, the loneliness that surrounds me fills me like wine fills a cup, i  miss the someone that  has brought happiness finally to my life and in an instance i see u no more, longing to feel your arms wrapped around me as i lay  my head upon ur chest and close my eyes and feel safe and truley loved J Dawner

dance

As she stands dancing before me the urge to touch her silk skin is overwelming, she teases, she taunts, she know what this will make my body do, she enjoys teasing.  Her hair has a golden color that flows as she dances.   Her hips beg for me to touch her, her smile begs for a soft touch as well, and the smokiness of her pirecing eyes ask softly for my touch.  Unexpectedly she places her hands on my shoulders and draws me to her, she straddles my lap.  Not wanting to move I enjoy the movement of her on me.  My hands move slowly towards her but I refrain for I am a gentleman but the urges does she feel sensation does her body tingle as mine.She leans her nipplea can be seen i sense they are hard is it me that makes her this way or the seductive dance only she knows for sure. Taking her hand. She reveals her hard nipples to me then her other hand. She places on my neck forcing me close. She smiles
  :  Jason  dawner  

Angel

 There is  nothing but  silence.  stars twinkling  in the  sky shining brightly , bright enough  to  cast  light to the grounds below ,A peaceful picturiec view . Arising tomy feet i  stroll across the  ground  there lays  an angel , lifeless  not a breath a breath of  air   left . Never before have i  seen  such a  sight . I  kneel down to see  what there is I can do ,  a miricle  would be  helpfull . look to the stars for help  but  who am i kidding . tears   form around my  eyes  run down my  cheek   drop of my  chin . Stroking the angels   wings   she is soft  delicate  she is at  peace . pale look on her  face  where a smile  once was , halo lies flat tears flowing  faster , head drops  more .  soft words spoken *Im so  sorri  *  as i kneel  closer to her  there  a tiny  necklace  the initals JD   : J dawner

Quick

Moisture in the air stillness across the land stars shining brightly.There are faint voices far beyond where i can see. Try to listen they are faint. I can't hear them. There high above a star has lost their balance, tumbling to the earth "quick"make a wish. Reluctant. I walk the field. Voices are still faint. Reaching the top of the ridge I was beside myself there before me were. Thouzands upon thousands of Angels.. I stood there and stared it was a scaventure hunt.. But that.one special Angel wasn't there. JDawner

crushed

Sitting alone and it is  raining I feel your presance but I cant see you, your hair flows with the wind but still i cant see you,I know. We have met before. But my memory fails me your smile your scent your touch show yourself to me show me somethong rain has stopped sun begins to shine i know it was you ,WHY WHY must you be such a mystery JDawner

Cry

the  ringin of bells  from  where it is unknown  but   know ringing bell means an  Angel  has gotten  her  wings   sounds  of bell     become  louder and more evidnet as the wind   blows across the  country  side  , paceing towards the sounds the more disatant the sound  becomes    stumble little  futher  eyes see the most  wonderful  sight that eyes could  ever imagine   there  a tiny little  gain  tears  appearing in  her face  a halo  abouve her  shining  brightly  there she dances  with out her  wings  whispers  why  why  why  am I too young to   get me  wings I do love  the   world  and all  that  share it with   me  (:  J Dawner

Forrest

 day   light falls to night , forrest  turns to heaven ,little  lights everywhere , gaze deep into the forrest  two  tiny fireflies dancing , tiny  lights  illuminated   brightly .  Watched  by  Angels from above they  dancxe to  the  moisture of the forrest  . leafs  bellow in the wind  making the  music  they dance to  angles  shake the    branches  creating a  tiny mist , lights  dimmer and   flicker on off  the  rythm , in tune with the  music  . Angle swoop  down, raise the  fireflies to high  altitude   the   glow ,shining  down on the  forest , down below  hundreds and hundreds of angels can be seen  dancing  under the  brightly  light skys  little  wings hovering them above  gorund,  all but  two  tiny angels  that refuse to  let go of one another , tiny hearts  can be seen  glowing in  red.  silver sparkle from thier winigs , siloatte of two tiny arms , wrapped around one another . the   Angel  circle around them  the two  that share  such  love ......  J Dawner

Amazed

Soring high above the clouds I feel you are there with me air blowing through our hair clothes flapping in the breeze I turn to give you a smile. I would be smiling at empty space. for you are not there.  How can it be I feel that you ard with me.  You have either been with me or we know each other perhaps from another life all I know is this.feels so real.Talk to me let me know that I am not dreaming this everywhere i go I feel as if you are guiding me some where but I know that at the end of this jounrney you will not be there. JDAWNER

Dreams

As the sun begins to rise on the far east side of pasture hill i found myself . I wondered to my self who you could be I knew you wouldnt show in my last jourey. Where have we met before or do we know each other. Sometime .I think that you are make beleave heck I don t know. I dont know what to beleave anymore. Shadow starting to shape on the noel  of the hill sun sound be up fully  means it to be a good day and I know that who ever you are you will be on my mind. Sun in total view. As I wake from a deep.sleep.   JDawner

Changing Lanes

                                                                                                        
                                                 Today is  yet another  day  
                                                 but with you I don,t know
                                            IN THE  LIFE OF CHANGING LANES 
                                           
                                            A life once happy, that ios no more ,
                               once able to look at myself and to share my  beauty.
                              
                         
                                                 
                                                You beat me you plumbel me, then I look
                                                and sees the front door >
                                                Dare I  bolt , or do you beat me no more ,
                                                           
                                                                  Do I try
                                               
                                        A single trear emerges fromj my eye
                                               
                                             IN THE LIFE OF CHANGING LANES
                                       
                                        A scar A whip mark, do I dare .
                                        I love you , but this is your way of showing you  care .          
                                            
                                             INTHE LIFE OF CHANGING LANES
                                        
                                                       CHANGE CHANGE
                                               
                                                    Today you beat to the piont
                                                            to the point of no more
                                             
                                                      Its dark in here and I,m cold   
                                                               I breath no more  
                                                              
                                               IN THE LIFE OF CHANGING LANES
                                                                                                               
                                                              Jason Dawner 
                                                                                                                                                                 
                               
                                               
                                               
                                                 
                                                 
                                           
                                                
                                                
                                                 
                                                
                                                
                                                        

Someday

 As i  stand there she  was   just  steps  away   i knew someday   you   would  show yourself to me , just matter  of  tyme .  I see  the beauty I  smell the fragerance of  you hair  I see the  smile   ,  single tear  runs down my   face   I  touch   with my  finger , then  slowly i  move  my hand to you  . The tear  that is on my  finger i  place it on your  lips; Jason Dawner